Fangirl/College noob.
I like anything and everything.
..Especially Onew ♥
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I just had a dream with lightning and lions in it.
If that doesn’t mean anything I don’t know what does, haha.
I kind of talked out my problems with one of my BFFs, and she pretty much agrees that I should kind of distance myself away from said person in previous post.
But then again, I don’t know, I guess I’ll keep my heart open and see how that “friend” acts in the coming weeks.
I’m a pretty stubborn girl so if I feel interested in someone or something, I’ll pursue it until I lose interest, y’know?
I hope that doesn’t make me sound fickle because I’m not.
(Though I can be indecisive)
However, I have a tendency to go from love to hate to “I don’t even know you anymore” if I lose enough interest in that person over a certain duration of time.
Anyway, school is semi-almost-over. But I can’t say for certain ‘cause I still can’t count on my fingers how many things I still have left to do in the coming months.
I really would like to say that college is great so far but I really just don’t know right now, so I won’t say anything haha.
(Like saying it will reverse my fate or something, lol)
-ERIKA
Well, if there’s anything I’ve learned over the past few weeks, it’s that your “friend“‘s actions begin to reflect who they really are.
(I feel like this is probably cliche to say, but yeah whatever)
For the past few months I’ve known this chick who ALWAYS comes up with excuses for EVERYTHING from some fun thing happening to just wanting to hang out.
Honestly, I know she is just BS-ing me, because it’s impossible to not be able to have some fun or have a break within the span of a few months.
I do realize that yes, October and November are the busiest times of the first semester.
However, this applies to everyone, not just you, dear.
Basically, girl, the whole world doesn’t effing revolve around you.
Not to mention, she always seems to make time for her “hometown” friends but never does for her college friends.
..Way to be social and open-minded, college freshman.
I know, I should’ve realized this sooner or at least have distanced myself away but I figured that since it’s college I should wait it out and observe before I do anything drastic.
I do have other college friends but I honestly thought this friend of mine would be the most likely girl to be my college bff.
Now, I’m just like, “To hell with that.”
I swear to God, she’s so selfish and I could talk about other negative qualities about her, but I’m just trying to emphasize the fact that there are people out there in college who are close-minded to new experiences. Believe it or not, lol. (Sorry, that was pretty sarcastic :P)
-ERIKA
Ironically, for this month, I have had no life outside of tumblr no more than I do on it.
I have been so fucking busy with midterms, essays, and shizz that I feel like ripping all the papers up and just being like IDGAF.
But obcourse, I have to persevere. Breathe in, breathe out. At least… until next semester.
It’s not to say that I haven’t hung out with my friends (actually, I think that’s probably the reason why I’m so stressed out right now is that I didn’t do things ahead of time and instead hung out with them lol).
Well, lesson learned, either way.
After this, karma has to pack his/her bags and leave the country. Or maybe the universe. I’d go with the second.
Anyway, I just wanted to update my blog for the sake of updating it because I haven’t posted shizz.
And also, (this is totally unrelated and random but) just the other day, I was asked out by this super-chill guy. But I don’t know if I should ‘cause he’s slightly older so… yeah.
Just wanted to include something other than my college stress, lol.
-ERIKA
